"It's A Science Experiment"
Just like Doc and Marty, I’m doing a little science experiment of my own. It could also end in a spectacular exploding train wreck. I’m going to try integrating my blog, Twitter, and Facebook. These things should happen:
Am I Where I Am
Life is tough where I am now.
Nobody calls, the phone sits still.
I pretend to go about business
To which I sentenced myself long ago.
But I want to sleep
And cry.
No one can touch my heart,
It is cold and aches
When others approach.
Still sits the phone, calls nobody.
Now am I where tough is life.Nothing New Here, Move Along
Nothing to see here, folks. Move along. Go about your business.
However, I am seriously considering getting a better home router since my Linksys went on the fritz for half a day yesterday. I upgraded the firmware, so maybe that will help. Hmm… methinks Sonicwall, perhaps?
It's Not All Right
I miss her greatly today.
I want to hear her voice again, see her smile, feel her touch.
I thought I would be all right.
But I was wrong.
I distract my self with anything – everything I can think of. But the emptiness is still there, shouting through the din, slowly devouring me with its silent pain. Always.
Always.
A huge part of my heart is missing.
Hairline Post
In typing my last blog entry I realized that elation is a big part of the word relationship.
But, then again, if you rearrange the letters you can also get hailstone, antihero, hernia, hospital, loathe, ethanol, sharpen, a-hole, and rip into, so maybe that doesn’t mean so much after all.
😛
Beaming Me Up
I’m absolutely beaming right now, but I’m trying not to show it, as is my style.
I just had the best meeting with my manager. Apparently I’ve been doing well. I won’t post all the details on here but suffice it to say that it was a very good impromptu meeting. Sort of a “keep up the good work” type of thing, but a bit more specific than that, obviously.
Another binubak'
Another binubak’: briije nyekker, related to this article:
Charlie Sheen hospitalized after ‘adverse’ drug reaction - CNN.com.
Perhaps a briije nyekker is some sort of Northern Eurpoean person who gawks at trusses and other forms structures that support elevated ground transportation?
The Rainy Day
It really sucks when you have nobody call you all day to check up on you or to ask how your day went.
It really sucks when you have no one to call and talk to when your day is done, nobody to be accountable to, no one to listen to.
Today was a long day. After I drove through the rain to get to work this morning, listening to Billy Joel’s Innocent Man, and watching a fantastic double rainbow appear and vanish, I remembered a poem I learned from my youth: